Although deep down inside I love CCNM, I love naturopathic medicine, I love my classes and the ND program I am enrolled in, and I love my classmates, this week--and for the first time since I started in September 2010--I am hating everything. I know very well why this onset of hatred-ism came about: it is due to the fact that my Winter midterms have me scared silly (P.S. they start TOMORROW), the two months and ten days until I can go home for Summer seems like an eternity, and because I just wrapped-up a glorious vacation with the people I love the most, only to come back to study, study, study and stress, stress, stress. You know things are bad when they affect your sleep; last night I dreamt that I failed my Homeopathy midterm (and I am not even taking Homeopathy this term!).
Despite my sad mood, I continue to look on the bright side. I remind myself of all the love in my life and the loves that I mentioned above. I know I will survive not only this midterm week (although it won't be pretty), but the remaining weeks until Summer vacation. I've got to put on my tough-girl cap and say Suck it up, Buttercup.
(Dear Readers, please excuse this outburst, but I desperately needed to vent. Despite my situation, I hope that you are all having a stress-free and relaxing Monday).
In other news, remember my post regarding my love of Mornings? Well, one of my favorite bloggers posted a similar post today. Hooray for more morning love!